Might not be articulate but whatever. Of all the issues I have with my body and appearance, I know that I want to be beautiful and thin to never have to be confronted with the “ah, that’s why” if I ever come out. I don’t want to be seen as a lesbian because I’m ugly and fat. I don’t want people to think or say, based on my appearance, that they understand why I’m a lesbian. I’m so scared of being “that kind of lesbian” that people talk about, that kind of “ugly” being that is only not attracted to men because they’re somehow not appealing to them in any way. I don’t want my lesbianism to be tied with ugliness. I don’t want my appearance to be a reason for my family to explain my lesbianism.
I was looking at Jackson and kept thinking I know this actor and now I realized that no I don’t know him but he looks exactly like one of my grandma’s helpers in Africa. Like they look so similar 💀💀💀💀💀
My family does not talk to me, when I start talking they shut me off, literally ignore me and act like I’m not in the room, bring food but nothing for me, just say fuck you to my face :) like just tell me you don’t want me around it would be easier :)
quick shoutout to all the lesbians who wish they could be femme but think theyre not allowed to bcs theyre too fat or loud or tall or muscular or hairy or generally dont fit the femme stereotype, who wish with every fiber of their heart they were allowed to be femme: you are. you can be femme if you want to, and your body isnt stopping you from it, your behaviour isnt stopping you. femmes arent all frail and dainty and quiet and petite, femmes can come in every shape and form and no one has the power to stop you from identifying as femme. theres no femme council or anything, the only person who can determine if youre femme is yourself
The trailer of sex education seems alright and everyone is talking about it but I admit seeing people having sex is always so cringe worthy to me lol let’s see how it is. Also never related to the “we are young and always thinking about sex” lol? not a reality I lived in. It’s also funny bc my mom is studying to be a sex therapist lol and it’s embarrassing as hell sometimes
You see what happens when you have friends who can take good pics of you?
Alll my friends are fake
Let’s be honest it’s not only about a good pic, even on my best pic ever with the lighting and shit I wouldn’t be on her level. She got the face and the body 🤷🏽♀️
